Karljhonsen's life

Dear you,   I feel disheartened by the news you brought, It was supposed to be full of smiles, afterall  I'm graduating Uni soon, the whole world is out there waiting for me with supposedly opened arms. Four years is almost over, the goodness I thought the news would bring suddenly felt bad with the thought of my pocket.   A shallow, non apologetic depth in my heart and pocket, like they suddenly developed a strong connection, such that has no room for lapses or pores, with expenses staring at me and me at my pocket (which seems to have betrayed me), my parents wouldn't know of how you have dealt with me all because I have that which you lacked, pity, now I sound pathetic to myself, the world is suddenly pushing me away.   You have made my happy heart know despair, in my time of need you reckon on visiting me, I feel like an hypocrite concerning how flamboyant I used to be, when I haven't met you. Now it seems you planned and timed your arrival with other expenses. You h

And the dar kness egulfs him Whilst he was eagerly waiting Awaiting the arrival of redemption To be safed is to be dead The odd one is the saviour      And the dar kness egulfs him For love took it's toll Mentally he was agile But he's an emotional wreck The rollercoaster stopped too soon And the da rkness imprisoned him He finally gave in to the inner voice He embraced his defeat The wait was tiresome So he waits in the cell For a dream that might already be dead And he let the Darkne ss dictate to him The cavalry isn't coming All hope lost He succumbed to death